Dreamer in the Red Dress
How does it feel when you always be the best in every second of your life?
It would feel like a morning glory when you can be it or else, have it instantly. Something that is truly unimaginable by some people, but you can have it only in one snap. Great things to do and achieve in your life, make every person that know you personally becomes envy of your own fortune. It feels glad when you can be the boss of every person that you know. You can control them as you like and even buy their lifetime.
From time to time, you can’t even realize that you’ve become a truly individual person. You said to yourself clearly that you don’t need anybody else to be in your life. You can do everything by yourself and you think that everyone will ask for your favour. But you don’t even want to know what’s in a person head about you. In the end, you’ve become a truly asshole for everyone.
Well then, as we can see here. Be the best in every second of your life is really a great thing, but we also have to think about somebody else. We can’t just do things as what we want to do. People have their own hearts and feelings, we should see that. Fortune and achievement are two important things for all people that only consider what’s best for them in their life. Why in the world they can’t start to think about somebody else’s feelings?
If they try not to think about themselves, they will become the truly successful person and not the truly unworthy assholes.
When is this desire started in most of human being?
Sometimes it’s started when you still in your elementary school and it will continue worse until you get your hardest trouble with the society that will open up your eyes. When you were a kiddo, you always get best scores in every subject at class, wins lots and lots of competitions that are held not only by your school or others but also by your country, gets “the best child” title in the neighbourhood is a thing that parents always boasted each other. All of a sudden, you realize that you are better than your friends.
In Junior High, you become a truly something. Teachers are always boasting you to the other students because of all your achievement back then. You’re getting usual in it. You live like a star, under the spotlights. Like what you used to do, you win another competition. But this time, the level is getting higher. You make not only your parents, but your teachers and everyone in your neighbourhood proud of you. Before you realize it, lots and lots of your friends become envy to you and try to make crazy news about you. Those things are becoming truly something; you taste your first depression and disappointment on your own success. How sad since you’re still in your junior high.
Senior High is the time when you turn to the “mature” you. In this step you will get every lesson for your life, even the worst one. Suddenly, you are not like what you used to be. There’s no longer glory in your hand, but there are too much problems to be solved. Unfortunately, those problems are from your past. Now you realize that you’ve become a truly troublemaker since you always underestimate on someone. You only think about yourself and you don’t even want to know about somebody else’s business. Quite ironic, but if you can pass this level then you can be the best person ever!
For most adults, be a professional person that could carry on every task on your career ladder is a really something. Step to the moment when you can make everything by yourself. Also having things that couldn’t be given by your parents and you always wanted those things in your childhood. In this part, you start to realize that you also need somebody else’s help. Glad you got those troubles when you were in Junior and Senior High *wink
RED ALERT!!!
What if those thing are just an afternoon dreams in your sweet nap?
Some people would have gone crazy when they can’t even taste the sweet of glory, but they think that they’re better than anyone else. Sometimes this thing happens in the Senior High stage, when a teenage always dreaming about things that they really want to achieve. But those things, they don’t do it very well. They try many kinds of things but they never finish it, somehow they feel that they’ve failed. Quite weird, isn’t it?
Well, that’s what happens to a teenage girl that feels hormonal all the time. Especially when they tell their parents about it and they are given negative responses. Oh geez.., they will be very mad to their parents or worse, to themselves. That will caused another stupid reactions such as, being a cutter, always feels angry to their friends (and of course with no good reason).
That’s why we should pay attention to our friends, especially if they look depressed. Those people with lots and lots of problems but used to be a star, we can’t just judge them with those silly news from their past. We’ve got to help them immediately. If they can be what they used to be or even better, we will be the first person that is remembered. Not to mention doing something for granted, but helping each other is such a great relieve for us ;)
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The girl named ninis aka Merilyn Rose on her bed in her bedroom who’s wondering about something that is truly unimaginable
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